Every day I wake up and try to find some sort of purpose in this complete train wreck life. Oh I know get over it! Move on! Make the Best of it! Yeah Yeah I have heard it. Hell I know it! Did you listen or were to busy with seld indulgence? I said that my life is meaningless. Everything I knew and everything that I loved is gone. I have lost everything and I don't even know where to look to put these pieces back together again. It has been so scattered from Portland, OR to Dallas, TX and back.
So today I will wake up and I will say to myself that I will make the best of it, but alas I know this fate and in just an hour or so this day to will be just another worthless day in my OH SO HAPPY LIFE.
